i wish ...

I wish i could become a famous artist, a young celebrity with many fans. I would own a large and rich house. I will do everything i want... That's my wish before i realized WHAT is my VISION in this life!

Before this, i live my life like i want to "go" everytime.. For me, this life is hopeless.. So many things had made me became a person but not a person (i guess u will know what i mean.. haha). I was not realize what happen in my life until i knew that i became a person who shy, fainthearted, i don't like to see peoples.. I just had a few friend. At that time, for me if God's want to "call" me whenever i was ready.

I was think that i struggling enogh in this life, i can't change to became a different person. It tooks me many times to changed. I didn't changed full but i know, God was changed me day by day, little by little.. :)
I felt lucky that i take course in Semarang.. In this city, i meet many person who changed me.. They taught me about my church in here (Gereja Mawar Sharon), about intimacy with Christ, etc.. And i felt lucky to be here...

I always think what will i do when i was not in here? What will happen to my life? I couldn't imagine that!
Day by day i realize the miracle of Christ happen in my life and my family.. I start to serve God with my talent, singing.. :)

Now, i already have my vision.. What i mean is my vision & God's vision. I already know that. I think my life is more well-run.. :)

I wish i could sing for Him in my whole life and become a True Worshipper.. I would travel around the world not just for my own reason but for God's reason! I would have many time that i spend just for God!

Thanks for reading.. God bless :)